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TIRED!!!

but owells, i sneaked onto the comp, cant stay too long, just wanted to sae that im damn impressed by this guy i saw at the old folks home, from wad he saed(in his perfecto english), he scored 600/600 for his psle and topped singapore. got all A1s for his O levels and A levels. studied 4 years of japanese(with a degree!!), one year of french and 6months of german.

arent u impressed? hahaha.

one last word.
still
TIRED!

i love you
you love me
we are happy family
with a -wadwadwadwadwad-
give the dog a bone
wun u say u love me too.

how good if that were true.

*sorry for the wad wad thing.. forgot the lyrics :/

zhuoer and jieying were at my house! were feeling stupid hahaha. i walked from my house tot compass point and back today like for 5 times??? me and jieying were laming around. snatching my bolster and blanket with me! but no use, cos i know her weak spot: SCARED OF TICKLES. haha! she never managed to snatch it from me :D

anywae! went to sfogs and scared jieying. couldn scare zhuoer cos she didn evendare to look at the screen haha! yupps. try the pictures part with a warning wan... THE HOUSE. try try people!

had my desired squid heads and cheese pancake from mr bean! full~ then accompanied jieying on the bus home for one stop :/ haha waste of money. see larh! jieying im so nice ya know :P haha acc lazy only larhs.

xiaowei is contented today! :D

todae was damn sian??? esp before recess? but the cambell soup was nice :) hahaha. too b ad one can has to be shared by four people! how to enjoy? tsk.

paiju in the afternoon. the daoyans so da pai, jenny fion and me thought we're late alr but they're later?? bahh and still feel proud abt it lol. hmmm. diao-ed lorhs. i was told my jovena that i was too stiff. i realise that when i concentrate on my actions i forget all my lines. and when i rmb my lines im not exaggerating enough :/ anyway, did my lit when they were diao-ing jenny since she had to leave early. then fion. SO FUN! im like throwing paper ball at her everytime she has to pei :D hahaha! xing ku le fion :)

haha. then after jieying(tan) told some reddies abt the psychic brain waves plus ring thing, everybody was too interested in that to pai. haha. we asked many times abt wad position [[shang xue]] will get in xiaopin. then after a few minutes it started tink-ing away, four times in a row!! haha we "didn want to accept the fact" so we pulled it out. lols. tried many times after that but its either not moving or when the "climax" is approaching the whole grp of people laugh :/ yupps. then myra came with a fresh mind and asked how many times she changed her hp, after very long it tink-ed 2 times, she saed that she had 3 phones which means she changed 2 times!! freaky!

okay. so they left my class in chaos and left. how evil!!! i shall apologise to my class on mon :(

yupps. came back home, was so tired, fell aslp right after dinner(going fatter!!!) slept all the way to 9 and my mum suddenly dragged me out of the sofa and wanted me to go pei ta zou zou. i was only half awake while strolling ard kept bumping into people. i mean it! haha. then decided to visit jiayun, in the end played uno and stress with her until like 11?? her mum was like O.O bug-eyed.

so im back here :) relle tired day todae. have a good friday :)

thank you God for listening to my prayers and blessing me. i couldn be more grateful :)

tomms 2nd paiju... but is individual that kind cos only got "xiao de" like danfong saed. we are not xiao anymore!! hahaha.

jiayouuuuuu!

i've just begun to turn to the happier side. i dun wan to sink back to the original state.

dear God, i know u have always listened to my prayers, and responded to them too. i just have one more wish, is that [[shang xue]] can be one of the 2 xiaopins to enter the competition. please, this is important to everyone (and of course people from other xiaopin). please forgive me for my selfishness, but by all means judge and choose those that are better. i will not blame you if it is bad news for me. thank you God.

its a boring dae. in the afternoon watched 2 epi of my dearest yi tian tu long ji!!! -screams- ohmans i relle love jiajingwen lorh. she's so pretty! :D

then went to parkway. shop in giant. came home and that's it. bahhhh im dying of boredom!!!

first ju meeting todae. haha. bonding session. but more of like erms gossiping session. haahha! we are one noisy grp! in contrast to the ju next to us.. so gloooomy. was darn fun. im starting to get excited alr :D i jsut hope they let us in the competition... -prays-

went back to sch with jieying to do proj but the library was closed and we had nth to do. slacked until abt 4 before i started tottering home. so sian! then went to ssc and read my pride and prejudice -winks at weiling- hahah.

anywae, looking forward to working with jovena danfong huiping fion jenny qians phebe weiling and cuis! its gonna be fun :) haha.

how issit possible to feel excited, happy, glad, sad, depressed, and overwhelmed all at once?

im so bad at consoling people. next time something bad happens im just gonna shut my mouth.

and danfong: ur method of telling the results is so lame larh! ahhaha. lame for a slow person like me :/

huangcheng rocked! its so... dynamic and full of surprises :D esther, becks, cherylene, chengying, congrats, good luck and jiayou for the next 2 shows! you people rocked todae :)

backups were real boring, im so glad they're over now.

tomms' huang cheng! hahaha cant wait to see da gay, and becks!

BUT.

AUDITIONS!!!

i got so no confidence larhs :( but i will still jiayou(excluding the fact that my mum says that its better that i dun get in. box her)

God bless the xwei twins again!

for xuewei: pls let her either be fei or ying, otherwise let her receive a call from *****,***or******* for 2nd audits for their ju!

for xiaowei: pls give her hope and strength to do well for *******'s xiaopin since she screwed jovena's one.

thankyou! :)

IS IT POSSIBLE TO KILL YOURSELF? -attemppts to kill-

ohmans. today was 2nd audits of jovena danfong and huiping's xiaopin. found out i was fei and ying. same as my twin! exactly! so zhun! hahaha... we diao-ed other until we have nothing more to say about.so sad larh, i went in got no applause, but jingying and fion got! :( anyway... forget abt that. im coming to the killing part alr. when i was at macs, danfong called and asked if i want to try audition for ping. guess wad i saed??? I SAED: HARH? BUT IM EATING AT MACS LEH. AND I JUST THREW AWAY MY CHANCE LIDDAT!!! HOW CAN I???!?!?!?!!?! I WANT TO KILL MYSELF SERIOUSLY!!! cos since they wan me to audit for another role, it means that im not fei or ying alr. and i rejected to audition for ping!!! I SERIOUSLY WANT TO KILL MYSELF.

took bus back with jingying, was talkingg abt funny stuff :D

anyway, something frightening happened just now. it has happened very often in my life... its damn scary. i wonder if anyone of u has experienced it. its like, i was dreaming, that i was playing with this lighter in some multistorey carpark, and i set my sofa cushion on fire. then the cap of the lighter flew off and the fire starten burning my fingers. in the end i was escaping from the lighter which seems stuck to my hand, then i suddenly appear in my bro's room again and i was lying down(where i was sleeping larhs) and i threw the lighter somewhere on the bed. i was scared i would be burning something so i wanted to wake up and check(funny i knew it was a dream and i wanted to wake up). but altho lying in my bed i kept looking left and right trying to get up i couldn, i tried to toss and turn but i couldn move any part of my body. i felt like im out of the body, i felt like i was the soul but not the body. the two cannot coordinate! i could see where i was, i tried to move but i felt like i was bound by invisible ropes. really. i tried to call out or say something but nothing comes out of my throat. i relle had no control over my body! i couldn move anywhere! finally, after like 2 minutes of struggling, which seemed like 2 hours, i vigorously shook my head(dunno real head or fake head) and finally i had control of my body and could move. but when i finally could, i was so dizzy the room wa s spinning over me. this always leaves me in a shock. i relle hate this. it ALWAYS happen. it scares me!!!

anyone who has experienced this b4, pls tell me immediately. i dun want to be alone.

ahhhhh! i hate my compppp!!!! i typed so much for todae's things then the window close cos apparently some website wreaked my internet!!! bah!!! -punches the computer-

just to day : I HAD A GREAT DAY WITH WEILING! YOU ROCK!

now chuwen aint u jealous :P

i dun dare to hope for anything. i just hope for god to bless me.

bless the xweis!

xi ju.

sorry to people who might have thought i was ridiculous. but i relle couldn control. im a pessimist that's why.. i kept thinking that i couldn get in and wad would i do... ok im so silly i admit it.

had the auditions today. first station is yi, pei and jieying's. abt this project that is going wrong.. didn relle understand. 2nd is han bear samquee... abt friendship problems. hurr something im very experienced in harh? lols. last one is danfong hp and jovena's. its during a test. i see someone's face then feel kind of fed up alr.

that's all i guess... so many da ji in one day... plus sc test and ppr. owells. happy holiday everyone.

haven been blogging for a long time... from how i feel haha.

want to talk abt pic-nick day!

reached ach at abt...6:30... -.- sleepy mans. then nothing to do, carried things around until the sky started to brighten up. yupps. i bought a helium balloon!! ahhh so missing it cos veh long never play with it liao. haha xiaowei is childish. anywae. i love the mits member's way of raising fund!!! they took pic of whoever who wanted to then print them out into postcard of credit card size. damn nice! took one with charmaine and another with charmander laura(serene) taz(chuwen) jingying and jieying. :D ohyeah. then my balloon flew away!!! onto the ceiling of the forum -.- who can get it down mans.

then received some carrot cake from a stranger.. .took one bite then hahah... go round looking for victims. u get wad i mean. my victims include: jingying alicia and the best person who took the biggest bite: little miss innocent liewjiayi :D hahaha! failed to trick: little miss blur lim peipei! myra... bear and some other people larhs.

anywae... after that me chuwen joanne and jieying scooted off to causeway. haha. spent hell lotts of time crapping larh. nice gossip session at mos. and i found out taz' crush!!! :D hahaha.
then we gave ourselves looney toons names... cant rmb, must go and ask chuwen haha.

then took the train home and slept :)

xiaowei was a happy girl.

i wonder if all these were just a dream.
cos life seems so meaningless?

miss jacob scared us today. hell.
the whole class was screaming like mad.
yiling and i were cuddling together..
then i was listing out some possibilities
then suddenly THE BELL RANG!!!
marianne screamed like nobody's business :D

*i just hope that things can get better.... otherwise.

Clovergreen♥

There's more to things
than you'll ever know,
but I'm beginning to anticipate the unknown.

Smile,
because you are worth it.

Tey Xiao Wei
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Victoria Junior College
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